First Day.First Show.

I'm a bit nervous !

Tomorrow is my first day of College and some things will change from tomorrow. A whole new World out there, waiting for Me. A lot of traveling, new friends, serious study business and fun too ! Can't wait to taste them all.

I hope things go smooth!

Now that I'm here.

It’s been a year since I blogged here. Practically I was inactive in all my blogging sites during this year. To be frank I came online a couple of times to update the blog but I would end up writing nothing and just browse through some pending drafts and then finally I would just bang my laptop down and dismiss the idea of writing. This happened to me a number of times and I would wonder what’s wrong with me because I have so much in my mind to write about but somehow I can’t figure out what I actually want to do. At first I thought I am on a writer’s block but then as time started to fly, I realised that the “writer’s block” term for 3 years is probably a bit large. But then I got too busy with my daily life stuffs and academics that I had to put my curricular activities on hold. (Blogging being one of them!)Moreover I didn’t bother much  because I don’t have many readers and I don’t even know if anybody reads them so I ignored blogging for about 2 years or something!
Not out of the blue, but completely in senses, I’ll say that I am BACK! Now that I have graduated I will have a lot of time to focus on these things.
To get started with, as I said I graduated from high school this year and Graduation Day is the most memorable day in a student’s life and I had mine too. Then I appeared for my final year examination in which I managed to score but it was not satisfactory as compared to the hard work that I put in.
Third was my 18^th birthday this year. I am an adult now! I got an iPod Nano Touch 6^th generation as a gift. The last blow for the year was my granny’s death; completely took me off the ground and somewhere during the last few months of the closing year I got back my old friends.
At the moment I am sitting on my bed, sleepy and tired, writing this, re living some moments and waiting for the damn service provider to connect.

PS : I would really appreciate if anyone of You who read my stuff, would share their thoughts with me. I would love to hear from You. It would really motivate me to write more.

Another page is about to turn.

Attachment to things around me, tend to hurt me more when I see them being snatched away. Be it human relationships, materialistic pursuits,unfulfilled dreams and unattainable love.They say that I should let things go but I ask is it that easy to detatch yourself when all this time you considered it to be a part of your own? The answer is a straight No. No matter how strong hearted I am or present myself to be, somewhere deep down even my heart cries aloud. For the first time, I thought that I found something that was mine, though it was short lived, yet I found a connectivity and now that the circumstances are leading Us to part. The other is not conscience about my feelings and that's changing the course of path  we both would have liked to take.
I was building castles of sand, only, unaware of the fact that the waves of time will come to wash it all away and I'll be standing there with my hopes shattered but maybe, somewhere, the urge to build it once again will arise.
Maktub, as it is said.

Only if I Have this 0.1% provocation, I'm hell sure I wil kill You.

That's strange. This is the third time within a week when I am being told that my idea of living life is wrong, to be more specific I am taking wrong decisions. Why so? Things seem reasonable to me then why are these people intruding my lives with their unwanted advices and forcing me to believe them? No no, I'm not talking about my parents but people other than them,especially my peers! There can be two things at the moment, either I am blind enough to see their point of view or the vice-versa. But I know that whatever they are saying is wrong, bloody wrong and you know what's more hurting to see? It's the thing that the people whom I trusted with these years of friendship, they are ones who are stabbing me back. Why don't they understand that no matter how much I shrug the stuffs off pretending that I am least bothered, but times, when I am sitting all by myself at a corner, all I do is lay back and sulk. I don't feel good about it,which is apparantly an understatement. Sometimes I just wish that I could cut away every srting of attachment with my life.Stupid people are bloody pissing me off. Fuck you.
Introvert ism rules and I am becoming a recluse. It saves me from the criticism.

"Time makes Us go through phases when we realize the true difference between a Friend and Enemy;Love and Infatuation;Dream and Destiny."
I did too.

Comics

Hey recently came up with a new timepass-'comic making'.I am new at this so nothing innovative comes to my mind as yet.I made this one as an old joke that I remembered.Hope that I'll come up with more! It's fun and an addiction.